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I want to believe that in 7.084 billion people in this world,...

Wed, 15 May 2013 02:47:14 +0800

I want to believe that in 7.084 billion people in this world, one of them was made for me and I for him.

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travelingcolors: Spiez | Switzerland (by Billy Richards)

Sat, 11 May 2013 23:09:11 +0800

travelingcolors:

Spiez | Switzerland (by Billy Richards)

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yeezycudder: yeezycudder: "You don't really care about the...

Fri, 10 May 2013 00:47:35 +0800

yeezycudder:

"You don't really care about the trials of tomorrow
                Rather lay awake in a bed full of sorrow.."
                                               - Kid Cudi

I feel so ugly.

Fri, 10 May 2013 00:07:36 +0800

I feel so ugly.

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Thu, 09 May 2013 00:41:19 +0800

Marla Singer is all that I hate about myself. She is my guilt, my darkness, my tears, my...

Wed, 08 May 2013 16:29:18 +0800

Marla Singer is all that I hate about myself. She is my guilt, my darkness, my tears, my frustration, my bitterness, my grief, my dirt.

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Wed, 08 May 2013 08:32:01 +0800

Ako yung klase ng tao na mahaba ang pasensya. Ako yung kaibigan na hindi agad-agad na magagalit o...

Wed, 08 May 2013 03:24:00 +0800

Ako yung klase ng tao na mahaba ang pasensya. Ako yung kaibigan na hindi agad-agad na magagalit o maiinis. Ako yung katropang kahit insultuhin mo man ay itatawa niya lang. Ako yung kabarkadang gagawin lahat para sayo pag hindi ka masaya. I try to make people feel better. I try so hard to be there for people, to make them feel like they’re not alone. I try so hard to be a good friend.

Nakakainis din na madali lang akong masaktan. Sobrang dali lang talaga. Yun ang ayaw ko sa sarili ko, sensitive masyado. Alam ko ganun ako kaya pag ako nasasaktan, iniiyak ko nalang yan sa isang tabi. Forgive and forget, ika nga.

But there are limitations. May hangganan din yung pasensya ko. I am willing to forgive, understand. I can shrug off whatever shit you have to throw at me, kaibigan man o hindi. Pero alam mo yung tipong sawa ka na umintindi? Gusto ko lang kasi na kahit minsan ako naman yung intindihin. Na sana sila din maging sensitive sa feelings ko hindi lang yung nilulunok ko lang lahat ng pambabastos at panggagago sa akin. Selfish na kung selfish pero sobrang nakakapagod talaga din eh.

Minsan kasi yung tang pilit na nandun para sa iba, siya naman yung walang mapuntahan pag siya na yung may problema. I try to be there for people but sometimes when I’m down in the dumps… I’m left alone. It’s not that I’m demanding or being clingy, sometimes I just need a friend to tell me it’s okay when times get rough.

I will try to forget how perfectly my fingers fit into the spaces of yours, how you held it tightly...

Wed, 08 May 2013 02:04:00 +0800

I will try to forget how perfectly my fingers fit into the spaces of yours, how you held it tightly against your chest, a tender kiss placed on my bruised knuckles; I will try to bury the memories of the nights you held me- encased in your arms, my head nuzzled in the crook of your neck; I will erase the trails your soft lips have left and how you had traced a map of the unknown on my skin with kisses; I will say goodbye to you. Today, I will.

I tell myself each and every day that I am beautiful. But who, for fuck’s sake, am I kidding?

Wed, 08 May 2013 00:49:00 +0800

I tell myself each and every day that I am beautiful. But who, for fuck’s sake, am I kidding?

I struggled everyday with feelings I had locked up inside that ugly part of me. But tonight, it...

Wed, 08 May 2013 00:39:00 +0800

I struggled everyday with feelings I had locked up inside that ugly part of me. But tonight, it pushes through; little by little that dark place is filled with cracks. And as each second passes, it widens and widens and widens until a gaping hole appears and it escapes. It is freed. It overflows until I can no longer keep them inside. I shatter; and it vanishes off to the place where it always goes: the windows to my soul.

I wonder if I’ll ever get the confidence to walk around, with my head held high, and show people I...

Wed, 08 May 2013 00:30:00 +0800

I wonder if I’ll ever get the confidence to walk around, with my head held high, and show people I was proud of my body, my face. I wonder if, in the future, I can look at strangers in the eye, smile at them and they’d instantly be mesmerized by me. I wonder if time will come that I’ll have people staring at me whenever I walk by. I wonder if I will ever meet a guy who could never let me go because I was everything anyone could ever want. I wonder if I’ll ever think one day that I was really beautiful, stunning, gorgeous, perfect… I wonder if.

that feeling you get when you see pretty people…while you’re like fuck, I’m ugly...

Wed, 08 May 2013 00:23:00 +0800

that feeling you get when you see pretty people…while you’re like fuck, I’m ugly as fuck and swear to all the gods up there you just want to jump off a cliff

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